I haven't blogged in here in like forever...i need to get on track again. But right now I'm just too irritated. Sometimes I wonder, are some people just that blunt or that socially retarded? Are people really that oblivious to what they say?! All i can say is that I put my heart, sweat, tears and everything else into that same thing you call a "team" or maybe, even a "family." And for someone to make that kind of remark they did to not only me, but to someone else who put so much into that same thing, I honestly don't know how I walked away without throwing a nice fist to your face.
BTW...for people who always need to be the center of attention...GET OVER IT! The universe revolves around the sun...not you.
Sorry...rant off...
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Lonely, but rich...haha!
So I came across this video on youtube:
It had me thinking. I haven't had a serious relationship in YEARS...I haven't really dated much either. There have been crushes here and there and a couple where I totally fell or was falling for the girl, but I always find myself getting stuck in the "just a friend" ladder. The, "I see you like a Kuya(older brother)" or the "I don't want to risk our friendship" situations. Yeah, it's probably my fault cause I like to get to know girls as friends first and I've never really been one to date a stranger. Anyway, back to my conclusion. I've come to the conclusion that if it's not in God's will that I do find someone, I pray that he atleast makes me rich. haha! Yeah, I probably sound greedy or have a face of money, but I really am not. I'm not greedy, but if I'm going to be lonely and have to suffer from that for the rest of my life, atleast let me be rich. Hahaha! It's better to be lonely and rich, than lonely and poor. Atleast if you're rich, you can do things that will, even momentarily, help you forget you're lonely. You can travel the world, meet new people(even in just a platonic manner) and do many things that will still make it feel like you lived an interesting, worthwhile life. Granted there may always be that void...but I guess it's just easier to deal with if you can afford to do things to help you forget about it. Yeah, I know there's people who have never gotten married or found someone to share their life with and never felt that loneliness and were perfectly fine. I know i'm not one of those people. haha! Heck, when I was 5 years old, I remember dreaming about having my own family. Who does that?! So if I'm meant to never find someone to share my life with, I'll be fine...just let me be rich please. =)
On another note: Bmod's recent performance at Avalon in Hollywood last Friday(Sept. 19, 2008)
Yeah, I messed up a couple of times and lost count. Oh well...OVER it. =P Time to get ready for the next performance...MAXT OUT!!
It had me thinking. I haven't had a serious relationship in YEARS...I haven't really dated much either. There have been crushes here and there and a couple where I totally fell or was falling for the girl, but I always find myself getting stuck in the "just a friend" ladder. The, "I see you like a Kuya(older brother)" or the "I don't want to risk our friendship" situations. Yeah, it's probably my fault cause I like to get to know girls as friends first and I've never really been one to date a stranger. Anyway, back to my conclusion. I've come to the conclusion that if it's not in God's will that I do find someone, I pray that he atleast makes me rich. haha! Yeah, I probably sound greedy or have a face of money, but I really am not. I'm not greedy, but if I'm going to be lonely and have to suffer from that for the rest of my life, atleast let me be rich. Hahaha! It's better to be lonely and rich, than lonely and poor. Atleast if you're rich, you can do things that will, even momentarily, help you forget you're lonely. You can travel the world, meet new people(even in just a platonic manner) and do many things that will still make it feel like you lived an interesting, worthwhile life. Granted there may always be that void...but I guess it's just easier to deal with if you can afford to do things to help you forget about it. Yeah, I know there's people who have never gotten married or found someone to share their life with and never felt that loneliness and were perfectly fine. I know i'm not one of those people. haha! Heck, when I was 5 years old, I remember dreaming about having my own family. Who does that?! So if I'm meant to never find someone to share my life with, I'll be fine...just let me be rich please. =)
On another note: Bmod's recent performance at Avalon in Hollywood last Friday(Sept. 19, 2008)
Yeah, I messed up a couple of times and lost count. Oh well...OVER it. =P Time to get ready for the next performance...MAXT OUT!!
Monday, September 15, 2008
WAR!! What is it good for...
Absolutely nothing...except some cool tees. The homies from 5Star Army released their newest line over the weekend after having their release party on Friday at Highlands in Hollywood. Here are a couple of teasers:
Check out more pics on their blog: 5Star Army and contact them to cop you some tees. Be fresh when the new school year starts.
Check out more pics on their blog: 5Star Army and contact them to cop you some tees. Be fresh when the new school year starts.
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
NO HOAX!
Just in case anyone thinks what I posted on my previous blog was a hoax:
Snopes: Brandon Rayner
Like I said in my previous blog, my friend Theresa informed me of this. She is a student nurse at the same hosiptal and actually sat on his bed and helped count some of the cards.
Snopes: Brandon Rayner
Like I said in my previous blog, my friend Theresa informed me of this. She is a student nurse at the same hosiptal and actually sat on his bed and helped count some of the cards.
Thursday, August 14, 2008
It's in the cards...
My friend, Theresa, who is going to school in Las Vegas to become a nurse, informed me of this 10 year old boy named Brandon Rayner that she had a chance to take care of in her pediatric rotation. Brandon has been diagnosed with leukemia and is currently undergoing chemotherapy and is hoping for a bone marrow transplant soon. While this may sadden many going through this ordeal, or stop others from living a normal life and doing things they love, Brandon has not let it stop him from following his dream: to own the Guinness Book of World Record's record for most business cards. According to my friend he is trying to collect 500,000 business cards before September 15th and when she left his room last night, he was up to 308,000. If anyone reading this would like to help out Brandon in his goal, please submit any business cards you may have to:
Brandon Rayner at Sunrise Children's Hospital
Attention: Pediatric Oncology
3186 S. Maryland Parkway
Las Vegas NV 89109
Please do not send duplicate cards. They can be from the same company but they must have different names. It's not too late, let's help this kid out.
Brandon and his mother, Joe:
Brandon and some of the cards he has received while at the hospital:
The story in Las Vegas Review Journal: Brandon's Story
Brandon Rayner at Sunrise Children's Hospital
Attention: Pediatric Oncology
3186 S. Maryland Parkway
Las Vegas NV 89109
Please do not send duplicate cards. They can be from the same company but they must have different names. It's not too late, let's help this kid out.
Brandon and his mother, Joe:
Brandon and some of the cards he has received while at the hospital:
The story in Las Vegas Review Journal: Brandon's Story
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Classic
So after a long practice, some of the team and I decided to go check out the new Guppy's that opened in Rowland Heights. It's much bigger(that's what she said) than the one in Cerritos. Same food of course, but less of a drive. Yay! No more trekking out to Cerritos just to get their shaved ice. Amongst all the talks of Leah's nationality and all the "that's what she said" jokes, Vince said the words "just me and you..." Automatically I started singing the Tony Toni Tone song. We laughed cause we were the only two who knew it(OLDIES!!). Anyways, here it is:
and one more classic for good measure:
Man, I just realized, I haven't slow danced(like really slow dance and not just bump and grind at a club) with a girl since high school. Wow!! That's like...yah, we wont mention how many years. hahaha! Enjoy!
Thursday, August 7, 2008
Distance
Have you ever felt so far from a person...even if they're right there next to you?
Have you ever missed someone...even if you see them almost everyday?
Yeah, i feel that way. I miss you friend...I miss the sunshine. That is all. Kbyee!
Cause this song has been on repeat in my head and on my computer(not the best cover i've heard but a good one none the less):
Have you ever missed someone...even if you see them almost everyday?
Yeah, i feel that way. I miss you friend...I miss the sunshine. That is all. Kbyee!
Cause this song has been on repeat in my head and on my computer(not the best cover i've heard but a good one none the less):
cause this song always reminds me of sunshine:
(that's my friend's band playing btw)
On a less emo note, Mavyn auditions:
I'm nervous but excited...my first time truly auditioning for a team. 2 weeks...wowzers!! So much for losing some weight before the auditions. hahaha! Join me if you're in the area.
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